Time has passing by so fast and this is me the left had corner I am fat or some friends or family still say I am pretty but I am not ..as I am fat and a unlikely be a nice girl I am annoying and can say I a lazy girl who push everything to others ...but in school I always love helping out but u am still childish like a small 3 years old child ....but now I got into a motivate movie by channel 8 "Gonna Make It" this show has a quite a motivating story and has lot of happening story in my life! My family doesn't know that I having all this blog or what is just to make use of this to get thing done into life ...my life is not easy and smooth I got loads of up and down and I have a family with I a only child no one to talk too. I always have loads of unhappiness and can't say put and got to put in to my heart is painfull but still I have to struggle in my life ...the girl in the show has made me to change myself again I try many times to change but is too hard I can't change myself with no one help .... Sad...but still I don't wish to say till I change ...I got to get my dream and work hard and loose some weight as I am unhealthy weight so I am going to start up my excersice and loose my weight ...I know I am fat but I can't control my food as I got in my father gient I really hope to change myself and chase my dream to come truth so I need the strength and confident in myself to do it don't scared of laughter ...got to do it and show it that I can !
